I would say I’m at a very poor point in my life.
A constant reminder of how lonely I actually am; the company of those I do not care for, and all those who are unable to understand me.
people dont hope for things because they don’t want to be disappointed in the end.
it hurts knowing that the person you care about and love doesnt give two shits about your feelings.
i wonder how you sleep at night knowing i’m up crying.
the funny thing is, i think i’m fine while im at work, and then i go home and i realize the truth, that everything isn’t okay, and that there’s a million things wrong with me.
|4th Oct 2014✧22:321 note|
|1st Oct 2014✧06:55|
You were right.
but i like it here. its dark. its cold.
its my.. comfort zone.
i know i’m doing this to myself.
i know i’m feeding into it.
i know you’d be mad.
but i don’t care.
because i like it here.
the emptiness is soothing.
the tears are refreshing.
the pain is familiar.
but. i. just. can’t. leave.
i. don’t. want. to.
not this time.
|14th Sep 2014✧22:384 notes|